The Recruit

I look through my algorithm test and fidgeting thinking for next presentation to sponsor. Dell.. Are you kidding me, it's yes or no the binary no in between. I have to give my best to speech, eventhough actually James got the program. He doesn't allow anyone to access it, only his other friend who is the math whiz who actually understand the program. It's full of regex and matlab alien kind of thing, and three of us only understand 20% of that program. He knows how to access satellite password with his experience since he was a kid. From kid he access the school network and modified his exam mark. And continues to access all the information exists on internet online and offline, and these satellite thing he knows that from his family who work on the technology company. The program could switch all the networks became slave and broadcast the webcam through entire city. And that needs satellite password. I could not concentrate to my algorithm test, it's about Breadth First Sorting. I run through the looping, visited, check the shortest path and run it. Thankfully it could be run, hopefully I could pass the test. Finally the test have been finished. I walk through my university, MIT. Green grass over the campus field with the petrichor fragrance walking through this campus after the rain. The cool breeze of the wind felt through epidemis and inhaled to the lung looking the classic architecture of the university. I walked through the convention room and meet my friend who is on one team with us. "Have you prepared for the presentation." "How.. We actually don't know the entire program." "The chance is we only answer not detailed. Only James knows the program and could present it to Dell. We are only supporting role here. What should we present to them. We don't have any copy." "Yes that's tricky." Then I enter the convention room which has each team to present their portfolios to Dell. There's a path to the convention center with scattered blue round desk to each teams. With monitors that connected to each team laptop to present their project. There's blue MIT banner hanged around the corner. "Good morning, Sam Bachman, Dell. You're the first team. Would you introduced yourself and your role at this project. Wait, At this report said that there are four personnels but only three, where is one of you." "Wait a minute, I'll contact him." Then Bridget put her phone and called James "James it's Dell." How come he is late through this presentation. Then one by one our team introduce ourselves. "Our program runs through the system and turn the network into its slave." "We control the program." Then James come. "Sorry." "James Clayton" "Bill Rudolph" "I thought I was dreaming, it turns out that I was hear cracking sound. It was my bed that ripping through. It's not here. There." He searching through discs and found the program he bring. "We access the wirecast system and broadcast it.. Through.. All.. Network.." "Pick a screen." "Hello Bill Rudolph." Then all monitors at MIT casted by the video from James. "Who's hacking in." People there murmuring. "This is wonderful. Would you share our logos." Then Bill share his Dell card. "Sure, for the right price." "You're invited to our head office to work here. Who's in charge with this program." Bill asks all the personnels to ask who makes the program. "I did. Actually I built the program and my friends help with the design process." "What method did you used." "First the remote network from the IP address is modified into localhost from this laptop, and I modified the WebRTC to cast the video into the network." Then James showed the specified code to the IP modification with CMD command prompt. "What if I modified these." Then Bill modified the assembler code from the program and change all networks became off. Everyone panicked because the internet network is off. "Is your network off." "Yes do you" Then all from MIT murmuring complaining. Then James modified the assembler and with his photographic memory could reverse the code and hard reset the network since he knows how to access the root network of any networks. "You're going to get interview at Dell. We'll email you the details. Thank you." "Excuse me, I have to check other participants." "Congratulations James you've got your interview at Dell." "You're welcome. I want to back to my dorm. I have to working on my project." "Yes that's fine." Then I walked through the library to learn Calculus. There's racks of books at the entire At the entrance of the library there's a circular path that connected to circle wooden table with each five chairs. At the library there's racks which have books. There's two stories at the library. I look at the Calculus section and take the books. It's about derivatives. I looked at the formula and started to learn it. I have difficulty at learning math problems and keep wrong. It's been 2 hours practicing but only have 10 problem solved right. I have to learn until I get at least 5 consecutive right test. Then there are two of my friends came and sit together. "Hello what do you read." Then I bring my thick book and cover my face with Calculus book. I try to keep focus since I have to do these myself. Actually I have the ideas but my catch up are unlike other. Don't know why those two are keep close like waiting for me but who cares I have to strugglingly try to finish these problems. I might not fit for these. Suddenly the dyed haired person give a post it note written "Dell Palace headquarter, Bill Rudolph, 10.00, sorting cryptography.Tomorrow." Suddenly he walked away just like that. 10.00, it's my Calculus test tomorrow. If I am not pass this I have to repeat it next year, this close to my final project and graduation, if not I run out of money and have to go home. Dell, is this an interview. I learned assembly to modify the network, any locked programs, open source, web security, mobile devices, searching default free internet. At the night I wanted to sort my mind by taking a wine at Lava Lab Club. I get out from my apartment and feel the cold weather with looking at the New York bleeping lights of advertising at New York Central Park. At the street I met my friend. "Hi Bridget, what's up." "I just want to have some drink at Lava Lab Club. Do you want to join me." "Yeah of course." At the club it actually looks like a restaurant with wines and alcohol at the counter. The music is kinda like the mix of jazz and classic with sprinkle of house music. The kinda red lighting and not too dimmed like the other clubs. The dining tables at the right sectioned by string which symmetrically vertically pulled upThere's the corridor between that straight into the counter. At the morning I wake up and prepare myself. I woke up at my apartement and sorting things. 6 hours, what should I do, the Calc test. If I'm too proud to get into Dell and not passed the test I would not be able to pay my loan, it's close to graduation, after that I'll be free, I wish. I haven't get any job and income. The qualifications are too high. Usually I check email frequently, there's new email from uknown. Dear Bridget, Here are the lists of subjects which you would handle at 10.00. There are several from these that you would be asked. 1. Making the wireless router work by connecting the RJ45 with cables 2. Krimping the LAN cable 3. Making printer work remotely 4. Remote access to any network password or not 5. Clone remote phone and changing all the contents 6. Setting up wireless network 7. Know the protocols of the billboard ads and modify them 8. Switching water and electricity ports 9. The wizardry of assembly 10. Payment Gateway intrusion detection and security 11.Stock algorithmic system 12. The witchcraft of fiber optic 13. Math combination of logic 14. Brute force password method at atm, mobile banking 15. Mining all cellphones datas 16. Social engineering 17. The spell to changing the credentials and amount of bank account, for these only for VIP banker. Try if you can 18. Climate change ? Wt.. Yes that's probably asked 19. The DOS world That's all.. you might get some other types of questions. If you could finish all of those you are certainly in the office. O my God, these questions.. Where should I find the answers at my entire years I haven't been learned most of those. I began to tremble, for thousand dollars, I only get these lessons, I chose the wrong subject, Im not having the networking major, only programming. Those wireless, I never touch those, DOS ?? Fiber Optic ? So that's what the company look for and all of those are wasted of time. Fix, I couldn't pass both of those. Better to finish my college and pay those debts. No nothing works. I'm all by myself Im done. I look at payments due, still 1000. I'm panicked. And I replied the email. Dear uknown, Thank you for your consideration to give the informations regarding the subjects. Would you please give the details. Thank you While waiting I try to search those one by one. Eventually all existed at the internet, yet the DOS, I have to start over from the beginning. No sign of reply. Okay, everything start by my self, finish by myself, no one there to help. The only solutions that I know are only 3 of 19. This is a leap of possibilities. Wait wireless network, is there any hardware to connect it. Maybe I have to degrade myself first to get the shortcut to those 19, if it comes to money it's numbing all the senses, it could switch to a sudden non emotional state. Then suddenly the cabled telephone rings. "Hi, how are you, James." "Hi... What's up." "No, just called, how's the project of College's website going on." "I can't think right now, tomorrow I have to take the Calculus test and I still not completely get it. Btw have you ever heard of wireless network, is that like a portable network or something. Last that I know and teached for the whole time is that we have to connect it to router." "Wait, how do you know about that. Who's telling you." "I got email from uknown that I have to master bunch of that networking which I never knew and learned. How come there is no one talk about these at our college. You haven't answer my question. Do you know that." "Since you have been given information, yes actually it has been developed and implemented at beta version, yet the Windows or Linux haven't make the OS yet. I'm actually at the development team. Btw congratulations Bridget, that means you have qualified at part of our team." I have to pay all of these debts to my family. I have no jobs and all these final project makes me crazy. Tomorrow I have to choose between these unidentified questions which insane, I couldn't find any answers to this blo.. slow internet videos. And I find none at the library. 5 hours more. I wanted to sort my mind at the garden that situated near to my apartment. The scent of atmosphere greets me once I opened the lobby door to streets. At several blocks I cross over the road at right path and looked at the green trees nearby and walk through there. The trees are covered with orange leafes that slowly fly decorating the flow of the air flow. I sort my mind and sit there for a moment. "Thinking debt?" I jump because of the sudden ask from stranger. "They all useless you know. For your type of introvert you won't stand a chance at any companies several months. You would be replaced by more extrovert and person who could add the sales, if not, you're done at your carreer, your tech well unless you're that all in one networking and programmer type there are more people have experience than you. No matter what you have done they only look for the extrovert one and you're not part of them. After that you probably closed by the entire HR at the city. You're not that office type.You'll never would pay your debt and probably come back to your country. Unless you solve those." "Wait, what do you mean." A stranger suddenly talk the private problem like that and how did he know about the debt. Then he talks "My name is John Medica. I'm who send you the email yesterday. "Let me tell you about the debt, it only works to that office type. For you it's not worked. Your marathon of learning and paying would be useless not valuable. That universities are not work to some percentage, including you. False hope is the only thing you get. You probably whining at the rest of your life thinking about all your education. Study hard, get a job is not working to you, I can see you, you know I'm kinda psychic. You think those universities guarantee you to have permanent job. That completely different world. You have to understand how the communities work, what they like and don't like, how to be part of them, those are new to you, and you don't have much friends, that's all never going to work. Btw do you remember this." Then he gave me a paper which written several questions I read it turn out that they are that same exact materials which sent by the uknown email. The man looked at the watch and said "3 half hours more you would have your entire reality to changed better or worse. Have you found out about these." "I only know how to make the Lan connection, and the rest of it never knew about them, the wireless, remote monitor, I never knew that. As far as I know to make connections we have to connect the Lan with router, there's no one mentioned about the wireless technologies." "You'll going to experience it soon. It being developed by the companies, I am one of the associates regarding to the wireless development technology. Come with me, I have all those answers." Then I walked through the series of trees at that garden at the farsight. Wind flows moved the orange maple leafs at entire garden. "It's not far from here." He took me to the fast food restaurant which situated nearby with three stories building. There is cashier counter at the right and the chairs and desks there. At straight at that place after the open door there is wall which has hidden card reader which only looked like painted wall, he place specific card to some place. And there's sliding door that leads to other place like an office. There are halls which there are room with glassed sectioned 5 rooms which has series of green circuit cardboards with sight of cables and fog from the melt of the hot copper. The entire hall smell like the aroma of the melt copper which like a burned foil which the most unique aroma exist. Then there's a glassed door and I enter there. "Look at the list. Pick one." "Wireless network connection." "Once there were router, and now there's this." Then he showed a square device with antenna there. At the side there are Lan ports. "Congratulations, you're looking at this at the first time before anyone else. We're developing these and haven't been published yet and you see the tangible first operating system Linux and the others are being developed before your eyes." There are shown assembly at most of the screens there, and the rest are command prompt to insert the connection between hardware and software language. There are BIOS screen which added some menus correspondence to wireless hardware. And the deep OS codes which inserted wireless routers brands and adding icons to the OS interface. "If you install this to your computer you could broadcast the wireless internet network that could be used at several PCs without connecting any cable. Watch and learn." Then he connects the lan cable from the internet provider to the wifi router. At the computer he installed the connection by typing 192.168.1.1 and shown the menus to broadcast the wifi network. "There, now you can take your laptop everywhere and can have the internet connection without any lan connected to your PC. And it could be used by many users. At the time being the OS has not been published yet to public. Btw have you remembered how to install this." "Sort of" "Now the basic wizardry to make remote and mirrored connection to any connected IP addresses around the world. That means you could copy all types of any passwords and credentials from bypassing any kinds of firewall exists. If you wanted to know all IP addresses around type on the cmd after that there would show every activities from the monitor. If you wanted to clone all the files you need to chown and copy through the command. Now to the finance district. See this card, you could easily clone all types of cards, badges, ATM, credit card, lock card, car lock keys, any cards you want. No cryptographic experiences required. All tech companies actually make all the technology with some glitchs and actually own all datas behind. You know what this mean. To copy all types of car remote, you can utilize your plain laptop to record the lock bits with this software. And just install it to your remote. Actually there is specified cmd command to scan the surrounding network with their password. So everywhere you could access the internet if there is connection. If you wanted to track all the keyboard activities you can send or copy key logger file to specified PC that you want, that's almost the same with remote access yet this is to keyboard. This is the board of wonder. You look at this monitor shows all the confidential ports which exists. It shows the locations and the ports available to monitor, there are even eavesdropping device planted inside every house, actually it's been happened since the beginning. So, if there's who call you have delusions or psychological state when you feel like being watched that's the actual reality, not only psychological state. Passwords, this one is more difficult. Yet there is the way to encrypt any kind of password by inside OS system which could accessed from exe decompressing and search through the password protocols with brute force. Changing the balance account, send random files when opened it could clone all system remotely and saving all keyboard activities, credentials, passwords, letters, all documents, even existing software which used. At this monitor shows all the world's computers activities and you would see mobile laptop inside cellphone, smartphone. That's bizzare it called smartphone. When that time came you could easily manipulate someone with datas you send through those. That's called social engineering. Ya probably only several percentage yet that's work. At this place we know all names within the world datas and have all conversations happen inside the house. Now first experiment is to bypass your math tests. Do you have your teacher's email? Usually they share their lesson plans, tests, materials at their email." "Yes I have it." "Now login to your college email site and type your teacher's email. At the password form type this. This is the general command to synchronized the backend system with brute force attempt from this command. Wait some time, it would input all characters combinations and one by one match it at the background." After some time the monitor shows the successful attempt to login to teacher's email. "There, search the math keyword and probably there is recent email regarding your test." Then the email shows all the math lesson plans and tests which actually became the recent and there are entire classes math tests questions and answers for the whole semester. There shown the math test today at 10.00 with the answers. "It's settled right, at the interview after this there actually time range from 10.00-11.00 became the registration time so you still have time to finish both if you could finish the math test quick with these answers you could reach the interview. Got it. Now these are the print out of that tests, answers and the interview test too. Make it as fast as possible start now. With this card become your entry card and RF copier, just apply it with the software, there is the barcode at the remote and install the software, and synchronize it with the remote frequency from this remote. Then you got it. Just enter the door after this and at the right side after that there is portal, just register there and walk in there at the right side there is elevator and choose FF floor. Pick any demo cars you want at the parking lot below. What you waiting for." Then I walked through out the glassed room back to narrow Hall by several steps there is card reader with walled and door and I used the card. The door slides and entered next wide area with grey marble with cloud pattern. While I walked there's at far sight side there's carved board on the wall with stars grid. I headed right and enter the other section of the office, there is security desk before the portal and I registered there. "Clairence Brie, I've briefed before this is my card." "I never meet you before." While the authority write the registration. "You may proceed." "Thank you." Then I walked into the portal with the card. At several steps at the left there's a glassed elevator and I entered there and pressed the FF floor. I opened the elevator door and there is some spaces sectioning the glassed wall and behind it viewed various cars at sight. I opened the glassed door and view cars lined at left and right side. I walked through the cars and approaching the silver beetle. I opened my laptop and scan the barcode to install the software. After some time there show the software viewed all various kinds cars. At the form there is instruction to enter the plate number. I entered into the search box and view all the details of the cars including the serial number. Then I entered the serial number in the search box there is the beetle image with frequency data looked like a graph and there is instruction to turn on the recorder at the side of remote and place it at the voice hardware and copy the datas. After that I clicked the remote to test it. There's a beep voice from the beetle. That's it. I try to open it probably it won't work, and the door is opened. I sorted my laptop and get into the beetle. The dashboard look eclectic with curved surface with circle of air conditioning at the center. The hand rem is automatic with grey colored over the dashboard. I start the engine with the automatic electric mechanism from the remote and the car started. There's a circular path at the parking lot to outside while I slides to the edge of the path viewed various classic vintage and sport cars at the left and right, then I turn right sliding and saw the outside sight. Moving through the city between the skyscrapers. At the straight view saw the tall Met Building at the edge of the path. Sliding between skyscrapers with tall classic architecture with carved imported from European style standing representing the Western hand drawn architectural landscape straight from transfer organic synapse into the reality. At several buildings after viewed a dome shaped building painted the eye sight through left to right. I entered the building from the path with the grids parking sectioned by blooming flowers and green trees. I parked there into the historic MIT college, still 9.30. With White T-shirt drawn the sablon of atom and black and red squared stripes I taped the math test and answer which tiny printed so it fit in a paper to the between fold of my skirt so it not visible. I walk through the wide green grass widely into proximity. Stepped up to the stairs with wide view of door at the center and pillars sectioning the outside and inside the building. Started with a wooden with glasses door with black framed and at the entire side of it connected glassed surface with squares lines with pillars at the left and right. Tall entrance with three doors sectioned by two pillars at the center with diagonal crossed patterned. The doors have two side and the carving look like tiara. Eventually there is a exhibition presenting each teams project. There are long tables lined and above them there are projects showed by the students. There are banners hanged tall from the upper ceiling to entire three stories high building. I walked right and there is a Hall with stairs at the left side and at straight there are classes at the right side and at the left there are labs which see through sectioned by the wall. Inside there are many robotic mechanism sequences, electric tools like avometers, blank circuits, soldier equipments, cables, schematic printer, robotic arms, sensors, lasers, barcode reader, and many types. As I move forward there is the math class at the right and the math test is almost started. The teacher came and give the papers to entire class, and after see the math test it turns out that the questions are exactly the same with what been printed before. I stretched my legs and looked all the math answers from the taped papers which slipped, easily I write and copy those since that's exactly the same answers. It's finished only 20 minutes. Then I directly submit it to the class authority there. I quickly get out from that room and walked back to parking garden to drive to Palace. I drove the beetle through the city and drive to Garden Palace. It's situated around the Chrysler Building with the Dell sign in it. A tall building a skyscrapper with gray surface at the sight. I get into the building which has wide entrance and asking reception at the counter. "I'm here for interview, Clairence Brie." "Your ID please. Okay you may proceed. The interview is at 3rd floor" Then I enter the building which has high stories, there are approximately 10 meters squared which could see the entire building to upper stories. At the center there's an elevator to stories building. Each stories has window which see through the inside with the comic stickers at the window. I get into the elevator and press 3rd floor. At the elevator seen all the view of the office. Wide range from left to right see through the corridors to the offices. There are curved elevator between every stories. After I open the lift see the corridors at left and right. I walked to right and at the left there are meeting and office rooms and at the right could see the below stories. I search the room to interview test. There is a desk in front of the room which has many people signing before entering the room. I go to the desk and sign the interview data credentials there and signing the absent. There is the pantry with coffee and tea maker at the side from the room and hundreds chairs with table like the chairs at the campus. Before test I make the coffee at the pantry. I looked at the chairs and sit there to wait the test. The chairs are approximately 150 to have the test. I wait for some time and everyone has sit at their chair and has the test. The tester gives the test to people which has the test, it turns out it's multiple choice. "Good morning, now you have test and please answer those in one hour thirty minutes." It turns out that the test is exactly the same with John Medica gives before. Everything has been answered before. I don't have any difficulty to answer the test. At in front of me seems familiar and a person look back and it turns out that James is taking the test too. Then after one half hour the test is done. The tester walked to in front of the room. "After this there would be break and after 13.00 there would be interview test to whom passed the test. " Everyone is taking break and chatting around the room. And I take some coffee at the pantry. Suddenly there is James. "Hey Claire" "God I hate this. You're here too." "Yes, I take the interview too. That's a big coffee of yours." "I'm a big girl." Then I sit on my chair. Then James talk beside me. "Hey how are you, how could you get the interview here." James asked "At library yesterday there is a person came to me and ask me here at 10.00 and there is email to me at the morning gives the details. And after that I went to the park and there is a person talk to me his name is John Medica and he told me all of the tests. So actually I've known the test already." "Really, you're so lucky. I don't even know most of those and wireless have you know about that. As far as I know it has to use Lan to connect the network." "Yes, actually I haven't knew that before. I just knew before this. Everything was explained just now and eventually they just developed the wireless technology and I am one of the first one who shown the installation from wireless technology. I even got this. " "What's that" "This is a general card which could bypass all card reader which connects with the door lock. I haven't try this though. It's installed with the dataset from Dell itself. I got this before." "That's great. Btw excuse me I have to have the interview. I have the SMS that I get the interview." "Okay." I want to take office tour before I continue to work. I walked outside, there are park with colorful canopy with chairs there and there are outside kitchen that prepared meals at the outside. The building are wide and has colorful brand name at the corner of the building. The building is two stories building that are connected each other like a connecting building at second floor. At the park has volley area, and at the corner of the park there is a dinosaur fossil. I ask the counter for hazelnut chocolate mix. There are blue driverless automatic cars moving around the office. I hop on one of those and look around the office. It's gigantic office with green environment and ride along the path with green trees at left and right the path. At the park there are cute display of candies. At the side from the garden there is building and have banner written server room. I approached the building and at the door which is a sliding door is locked with card reader at the side from the door. I try the card reader and automatically the door is opened. So it's true that the card could be cloned into door lock. There are racks which there are three sections like toolbox with grey foot and black section. At the corner there is transparent glass which like closed narrow room with door at front. At left there is brown door with steel surface at the lower side. Then I turn right and there are black metal closed racks. At the right side there are racks from hardisks. I touched the cable which visible. I get into the office building with the sliding door. There are wide areas of hall which at the right there's a canteen that looks like a cafe with many kinds of foods. Then at the left there is the stairs that widely connecting to the second floor. At upside hanged many kinds of plane miniatures and banners. At the second floor there are doors to enter the office rooms and can see the first floor. I am going to have interview at the meeting room. The meeting room has whiteboard and squared table and chairs around the table.

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Sipping a glass of hot coffee at the balcony of this view. Croissant, liquid chocolate, tiramisu, pudding and some fruits to add the aesthetics of the Venice lake at sight. The breeze of the air is touched my existence after all these years. I feel these tangible reality like an atom flying around the carbon matters with flavour of these eye sight. Gondolas are over the blue lake around the sight. The scent of Venice contacting my sensories the first time. Wave, particles, amplitude, energy, formed into the solid state, and liquid sight with spectrum of photon particles with these carbon reaction of combination matters.The timeline is compressed into the access combination which came from mutual demand which have been practically convinient through entire conditions. I try to carbon copy the sight over the paper medium which the only medium exists now. "I hope that would be valuable, with that scaling, perspective, and gradient probably, maybe it would be eligible." The water glass refracts the natural spectrum of halos over the table cover which became the space property at that time, the photon reflects similarly sparks like the series of the diamond necklace at the next of the glass similarly at the same proximity. Finally the glass which probably originated from faraway could be tangible around the perspective. These conditional schemas are completely at the right orders and values activating the entire paths with stable reaction. This sight is breathtaking, the combination have been meet, these only possible through gifts, sincere one. Scent of unique parfume whisper carelessly through my olfactory sensory. Breeze of soft air touching the sensories delicately. The fragments of particles of memory painted through all the senses. The pattern of natural melodies synchronized with sound of medium at sight. Blue light sky like blanket of comfort covering the horizon at the edge of the lake. Reflection of the dimensions finally realized into tangible reality inside perspective. Stream of canals between the standing classic architectures all around the cities.Motion of bended histories crocheted within mutual seconds shared each other. Sequences conditional reactions and probabilities reach the stable reaction formed into the occurences which each occurences are accepted from nature. Bouncing back and forth over matters sending sign and signals finding their places while the notation motion from the truth orchestra try to blend in with other side of area. History of notes try to introduce itself to existence like millions of what if conditional until at some equilibrium gives the natural variable a chance to have its place inside the conditional. Values, which has various ranges from the perspective moved dynamically paint the reality. The universe collided into series of encounters which continuously channeled directly. Particles of Venice sight formed within the senses enjoying the catalization of excitement hormone which gradually increasing. The future pulled all the possible reactions into sequences of tangible words exchanges. Inside this encounter sharing some mutual properties words sequencly materialized into motion matter. Indulged by the oxygen flows through lungs, melody pattern through ear, new sight through eyes delicately bypass the starvation of senses. The combination of mutual existence interacted indirectly through all these time and introduced self within time perspective. Classic contemporary carving through the details of space dimension. Printed particles of reality slowly realized into proximity moving through the sphere motions through sequences reactions. Dancing with interacting and introducing matters with another matters sending energy through motion. Sound fluttered papers written and send to another side of time period give regards to the existence. Taste of glucose felt all over the senses indulging the time movement. A limited time oasis temporary comfort relief through the desert of dry seconds. Walking through time with sight of imaginary liquid sight only could wish to find the tangible oasis. The attraction of reciprocal thoughts and ideas completing side by side in form of endless loops of questions and answers. The demands has chosen its time or the other way around, the time has chosen its demand accepting the requested premis. Misty view of Venice touch the sight sensory displaying a dream city at waking state. Fragrance of ranges of flowers decorating sides of the balcony. Blurring reflects through the shape nature beauty colour. Layers of blooming decisions making its move inside reality. Papers after papers not yet considered as work finally gets their places into the right perspective. Sequences of blank words walking through the entire calendars searching its correspondence between all the blank stares hopes to find the one. The imaginary setting fragments by fragments connected into tangible regular conversation and slowly gives the path into reality. Decades of regular steps through plain stairs of blank agenda outside the standards at some equilibrium slowly shows the beauty sight.Past and future collide into sets of tangible existence in form of interest. The dice has been match with the spinning value at the casino of life and allows to make withdrawal. A condition which could change it all. The right combination of occurences sincerely open the paths into sight, one mutual meaningful encounter. Particle of consciousness makes the constant contact with the existence. Scent of hope decorating the plain air inhale. Search of finding the right reaction from the particle of existence delicately sent and received permanently into the tangible side of reality. Two particles inside the marble of planet approached by mutual point of interest intersect one another closer into proximity. Wandering words try to find its place from the hiding existence through the timeline. The atoms of conscience try to bond with similar particles find way out from the solid wall without any air and water intake from the past timeline finally bonded into future abundance percentage of sincerity. Carve notes of invisible wall scanned entirely by another existence which draws the reciprocal message lines back and forth indirectly. The other side of the wall shows the free flows of mobility and ideas streamed freely forming sketches of words drawn like a complete puzzle. That missing puzzle is motion, static, and no fragment of neuron connection. Reflection of imaginary yet tangible motions at the other side only arbitrary reality. Condition still not completely pass grade after time and tomorrow repeats. Happiness hormone which reacted from change of matter and motion fragments repetitively progressed locally, waiting for natural access makes the path to outer world. Only looking at shadow reflected from outer side world, the only messages achieved at the imaginary dimension. At the limited space try to find the hidden key. Flow of conscience bonded the fragments of imaginary state into unconscious, classifying the real and unreal signals the only interacted reciprocal existence at the closed and vacuum mind to mind environment. Scent of paper checking into my olfactory, standard equations endless bonded together through every corner subjects. Reflecting reality into the pattern of constants, connecting every aspects of principles. It's been decades that these standards never become the tangible experience, only blank wall, squashing. Looking for truth without any tangible help, only imaginary ones. I could only see, seems reciprocal, yet sectioned by invisible wall without any access to mobility. The real sketch of Venice lake so breathtaking, the blue gradient of wide liquid sight with gondolas, jet ski, yacht sliding over the lake. Sweet taste of honeymoon decorating the close encounters with the city. Through all casinos of life and luck, education, sketch, music, algorithm, or plain mumbling, more debts and liabilities for all these timelines could be accumulatively work from the right and different perspective. One on one with nature try to became a one on some field garden. What's real somehow would became reality when the demanded equilibrium at time and condition. One decision that would change the entire course of history, with the tangible reality within this new city. The thickness of the wall which made of atoms probably reacted with waste of graphite carbons collected seconds by seconds to form another reaction. The locked door and compound of value currency still blindly forced to formulate into the new form of encounters to most of the perspectives, yet probably natural to fragments of perspective. Ancient paintings centuries more could be transcribed into reality, like an individual without any consensus try to compress the time with one who could realize the non mechanical figure into one finished result, are they only from invisible messages since there are not a single clue, or from prayer. No one knows. The answer is only at that one individual and the consciousness that guided one. Sequences of graphite truths exchanged into another form of matters because matter is not made or vanished, only exchanged when there's no sight of successful attempts then try to change into another kinds of attempts, until the attempts are successful. Yet the results not yet finding available welcoming door to be invited into reality, until there is. Delicate balance of sincerity reacted through all the existence within movement of time. Keeping the graphite carbon balance value which invisible anyway since that's all that could be give efforts inside the decade of lockdown sequences. Beggar of value meaning since all those years efforts are easily overwritten in a second, or devaluated until close than free which non valuable anymore. Those acres of mint paper values are vanished without any traces, not any carbon graphite footprints in standard. It was that time, the only sincere investment contact that I get, which at most of the time are constantly hiding. A plant which never has the right medium could grow uniquely at the right place at the right perspective. Spectrum of truths which wandering to find the consensus values still lost in the desert of loneliness. Another steps of time to move finding the oasis, camps of another existences, or a city. Kms of areas in correspondence in time still blank without any reciprocal signs. And there would be another blank meters ahead. Starving in conversation, thirsty in hopes. At the blankness of matters only giving all motions of hand and mind through the medium to give the messages which there is possible compatibility, try to find synchronization without any guidances. Trying to find the way out through the existing medium which available. Reaction from right molecules of occurences in the balanced time formed a chained reaction of interactions. Tangible stories and perspectives series open the sight of hopes to walk another miles of time. The paths slowly uncovered at the right time rotation and successful attempts at a field of interest. Yet the journey still faraway. Sliding through the blank agendas collecting works without any tangible one that gives reciprocal responds. Waiting until the right time. The indulgence of flavoured water which reacted with European sight spectrum generated the dancing particle motion from existence. Sliding through every photographic moments captured forever and eternity into permanent memory inside neuron particles. Chasing chances since decades with only carbon truths existence over papers from all the knowledge transfer, and the hidden results which never exchanged, too late, time out. The clock are moving faster than ever. The decisions are significantly changed only to wait, and making the unthinkable choice since there is no choice available. Indulged at the top of the view. At the pandemic narrower space until difficult to move out, only look at the scenery outside. Rolling all the existing notes which not valuable anymore, sentences by sentences, syntax by syntax, musical notes by musical notes rewinded further to the past hoping to propose some exchange which probably never tangible. Delicate existence with far horizon guided me through all the journey of social combinations and how to get the market demands. Characters introduced at all possible types and reactions which never understood before. Fixing any rejections and finding the causes of any rejections. Gives privileges to experience that side sights sincerely. A chemical reactions within literature world perspective makes the bonding which never think it could become tangible in this moment. Particle of existence element continuously changed when it's not work try to find the most matching combinations to get along with the other side of elements. The unbalanced reaction suddenly reacts by the existence of catalysts gives the change into matters compounds and make balance. Atoms which looking for other atoms to interact with electrical charge to bond finally met the ingredient compound. Probably incentives with the imaginary celebration feeling to add the required elements needed. Once the conditions met in form of reactions started to reveal the tangible matters. Sliding across the narrow Hall of memories moving constant through the journey of the time. Beauty after beauty sights received naturally with sincerity increasing existence into important matter with highest value to the chosen people, to others could only paint and write into the memory medium try to imaginary experience those. At the move of time without any capitals probably could exchange something from rolls of characters made from imaginary state. Leave only chance to send messages from the only available place. Hapiness hormone giggling tickles memories and makes the moment warmer while moving at the time pace. Flowing decades by decades in form of melodies at the voice spectrum, formulas at the truth range spectrum and conversations to save the moments and memories. Like the neuron transmitting with electrical current bond the atom reaction, which could translated into many kinds of datas, images, sound, textures, smells, scent, taste which felt into organic senses. Records memories compressed into some narratives and imaginary characters which indirectly reciprocal without any prove yet. Flows of art sequences with new melodies mediocre raw compositions collected to leave trace of identity at the narrow Hall which still far at sight. The path still have more kms to go there with limited access to any other combinations of activities. Try to break free from the plain conditions with existing works which never came to the right perspective. The only way to step is forward. The Venice air greets my lung and resides there while painting all the details memory inside my organic cells. Tangible texture of the existence in all senses sight and tactical senses touched me by forming hormones cuddling me from the inside. I smelled the fragrance of a flower inside my senses looking forward to the beautiful view around. View of classical building with Venezian dome at the other side of the lake. Presenting the centuries of architecture standing elegantly through the time flow. Fragments of memories summarized into the particle of existence and clipping the photograph at the narrow Hall of memories. At the journey between the narrow Hall before with all the wrong which sticks in form of escapism. Finding the 2 dimension reality which still at the imaginary perspective, only could see without any tangible form. Stranded inside the non tangible state which eating time after time. Feel the imaginary memory fragments and let the tangible state abandoned with movement of the seconds. No more possibilities of any activities and exchange to random messages flow through the medium. Hovering around the imaginary possibilities try to find the keys of other version of self with all the unhidden aspects. The stream of water at the canal passing through centuries recording all sweet historic moments inside the existence. Celebration of excellence, winning bets, sincere gifts, mutual respect and many gradients of activities tangible into motion. Dancing between historic sequences of science and notation and celebrate the certainty. Certainty of sweet and delicious moments, behind the truth values, increasing demands or just the aesthetic. Resonating within the right sets of synchronicity which probably not close with proximity, or no reciprocal at all. Yet at this moment all those impossibilities are finally closed with sincere acceptance. Hope of possibilities waking up the senses, without acceptance and hope everything just fade away. Flow of invaluable self still trying to find the right combinations which probably still far away. Try to negotiate with reality at the limited natural consensus. Natural flow of conversations flows through the existence, breaking the ice of awkwardness, the most avoided character from an individual. The journey is still far reading the existing messages hope to find the answer, if there is any messages. With this solitude by the starvation of conversation makes own narratives to clipped through the wall of history. Time is uncompromising, it doesn't care about the conditions and hope, only meaningful aesthetic and histories. Walking through the Hall tasting the imaginary feeling without any tangible matter, only the neuron and the imaginary memories. Saving the past existing moment photographs with the only medium exists and hope still preserved between the conditions. Summary of happiness compressed into a moment makes the encounter became sequences of conversations which regularly painted the tangible time and space at the wall history at this present moment. In these dry conversations before moment present another kind of realm from the narratives. Beauty of the tangible dream painted into my retina. Stream of conversations connecting and flow through the sound and giving the mutual response. The heartbeat move faster accompanying from the grateful moments. Delicate balance of sincerity poured abundantly through the senses. Within these breathe and taste moments before, search for temporary relief inside the starvation of conversations makes own reality inside the imaginary existence. Steps of journey between this Hall capturing moments before, clipping papers by papers try to self promote to the outside side of reality. I look at a key which tangible at sight inside this confined space looked like a puzzle. There are many sequences rotated symbols there. With time existed I try to brute force through all the combination exists, most of them only gives the congratulations message when there is something right, yet nothing happened. Those are time wasting yet that is the only way to reach out. Sequences of imaginary celebrations make other motivation to stick with that puzzle abandoning else. Endless monologues with the wall only to leave traces to existence inside loneliness. Sliding through cold air covering my skin, the first experience after waiting in vain through all these years. I opened the imaginary door and get in the car take u turn reversing all histories behind, I inhaled the free air flowing through my lung increasing the happiness doze inside the music gradients voices. Looking through the white snow blanketing the plants and flying through atmosphere. Freezing temperatures touching all around my skin. I see all reflections of my memories celebrated imaginary with the imaginary motion pictures and looked elegantly planned with wine, cuisines, all the aesthetic. I could only enjoy the view without any tangiblity and encounters inside this classic car. The settings are real the feeling simulated into my senses, all in the as if spectrum. Memories kept blooming inside my mind plain field and keep planting flowers field and nurture them with imaginary cares which partially tangible. Could only enjoy them alone yet those are all what remains valuable, from all those time not directly tangible yet feel valued at other perspective. Feel the ascending value and returning mind functions as I moved back even those only inside my head. The conversation is imaginary flowed through the senses. Fixing all the degraded parts inside became restored into the past state. All the educations collected and saved and put into the right place before these all gone before. Probably those don't have any tangible business profits or sales yet the identity are safely completed like before. The sight of snow visible inside my retina, chill of temperatures entering my skin looking the forest view around. Wide sight white mountain painted in front of me at far sight as the time rewinded. Suddenly all histories characters which worked before played at sight and formed into the scattered of coins and freezed into grain of snows and sticks through the car exterior. The entire histories of syntax programming endlessly viewed at the left and right sight, the syntaxes compacted together into tiny characters close to dots and 3d printed into tangible card slowly at the side seat of the car. I only could enjoy the view, the memories are remain without any tangible permanent visitors yet. The musical notes hovering around and formed and printed into papers piled on the back seat. Mediocrity after mediocrity documented inside the memory while passing through the time learning. Without any tangible value only could exist without any reciprocity. Low temperature freezed the skin at the first time experience this. Snow particles touched my skin as the airflow streamed inside my lung. Streaming through the long path of the forest enjoying the freezing lake at the side of the mountain View. While moving across the path flutter of number papers regularly periodically flying through. Sight of wide flowers field wildly bloomed at eye sight, blanketed inside the snow. All types flowers bloomed between the temperature as the car moved.

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Jazzy Chicago

Enjoying the cool breeze of a far away city. Look ahead a view which adapted landmark of Europe with most grand luxurious ambiance. Stand here before viewing concretes of perfection, makes some contagious motivation which was privilege to people to feel all those feeling. Like a path into a direction, just by rigorous endeavors and planning by two people which have same vision and supporting one another the nature would follow to synchronize to direct them to destination. One man would always get resistance with all misunderstanding, hence just by bonded entity of thoughts, connection of matching ideas one by one becoming tangible entities which gradually completing percentage of conditionals needed for achieving dreams. Streams of canals in front of me in the jazzy Chicago, those boats, vessel to another place on water medium passing through miniature bridge that make way to pass through. At left over canal with classic lights that lined up for lighting the city at the night that accompanied by green trees beside them.

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Tangled

Talking about bonding, connection it always about parts, are they interconnected one another or not. It is impossible to bond when each of them dont seem in one big picture. Lets say, in molecule needs to have matching atom substances so it can be bonded as molecule, function needs to have right condition and parameters so it can be run properly, easiest example is like pieces of puzzle that needs to have same vision that can be represented as the big picture that matching and completing one another, in form of mutual interest. One way to be completing one another is the same passion, interest, talent, that like  puzzle can be matched one another, it is always easier and more fun to talk about same interest that gives some kind of motivation, and what is  more exciting than flow of reason with motivation and fulfillment. Any friction might caused by difference of vision and way to connect. How can people stand each other having different set of puzzle pieces and dont have same vision, very difficult to connect, even many ways tried to synchronize.

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Fast and Furious

There are specifications in everything that we see. When represented in man, there are specific talents which are becoming quality that differentiate one another. There are people who were born "seems" perfect, but the rest are just average and "seems" don't have any extraordinary quality. But the standard has to be meet. And often that standard is just too high for high class quality. The parable is in the race, usually what determines winner and not winner is at the specification and quality of the car and more quality has higher price tag written on it. But no matter what makes car that wins is who's on the driver seat and determination to win it no matter what it takes. When someone has not enough resources for the genetic gold that has written on someone's DNA, they have to push their limit until burn out and even crushed in order to win or even just want to meet the standard. There will always be opportunity to be excellent no matter how high the standard, or even to be perfect, but there are price that has to be pay by more and more and more effort, burn out, and many force within ourselves.
So are you ready to get to the next level

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Brain on Fire

When it comes for failure, either we can be grateful to find our mistakes to be fixed to be better or have to become dragged and can't move on because of flaws that seen by others. Flaws are just common because they are natural. There are many things that is just at mind and there is nothing to do with reality because they were just like a plain and rude road. When a person not used to deal with reality it is just like live in imaginary world which is will make shock therapy because of just thinking at inside, inner paradise that is really cluttered in a real world. But confidence is not build overnight, it is the compilation for every mistakes and fixes that has been experienced, quickly. Otherwise, it is just at standard line.

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The Last Word Synopsis

As a  human of course there is span of life that is reducing second by second. And time after time it depend on us will us regret of what we have done or very grateful of what we got. In the end of course it will be much more relieving when appreciating each other than to look for others' faults.or flaws. When someone look for spouse' faults than to appreciate and chat closely.. continuously, by full second, minutes, hour .. not just talking about superficial things that will fade overtime, or when leaving child with TV that causes speech delay..When there is appreciation, and care perfection would come naturally without being asked because someone feel appreciated and would do the best for making someone that they care feel comfortable. Without appreciation is just like a black and white painting without any color in it.

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